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The Truth of a Tree

Every morning I awake thanking God for another day. Then, seconds later, I remember. Covid-19. The social divisions in the country. Racism. People without jobs. Children going to bed hungry. The seething violence in our world. Climate change that is wreaking havoc globally. I pray and try to focus on my ministry and the good work of dedicated women and men, of all races and faiths, who work for others. And I am humbled. 

Wearing on

Pre-Covid, Sister Susan Paweski enjoys social time with community members Sisters Pam Pauloski and Dawn Tomaszewski on July 4, 2019.

During this strange time of the coronavirus, lives have been transformed in ways few imagined would happen in their lifetimes. I have friends who have put their energies into gardening and raising vegetables. Some are working at home and juggling their children’s at-home schooling. We carefully monitor our small gatherings at church. There is no singing, yet we speak a masked, “Hello! How are you!” and are grateful to be in church again. Grocery store trips are quick and focused. I don’t linger and wonder if I should purchase an item. I have a list and I know where to find what I need. No sauntering about.

In March, when we were first alerted to wear masks and distance, I drove around to family and friends’ houses with “drive-by” waving. It was fun. Now it’s not. There is no thought of life returning to pre-pandemic times in a year or so. There is an awareness of the fragility of life. This awareness is making an indelible mark on our souls. I wonder how the pandemic will continue to change our lives.  

The tree

Weather permitting, I take a walk around my neighborhood every day. I miss going to the gym and I need the exercise. The walk grounds me. A walk around the neighborhood is familiar and gives me a sense of belonging.

One day I was very sad and depressed because I missed seeing my family. I was saying a rosary to help calm me. As I crossed the street, I looked up and saw a tree that I had passed many times before, yet I had never looked up at its unusual shape. It was the shape of the tree that revitalized my hope in these very difficult times. Take a good look at it. The uninvited saws of the electric company had cut off branches so that the electrical cables could make their way through the tree. Cables interfered with the branches of the tree; yet that tree grew around the cables! It prospered. Its leaves cover the branches. The tree survives because it has adapted to the intruder — the cables. The tree is not completely altered; it has accommodated an uninvited situation. And, yes, that tree spoke to my heart. People can make changes and alter aspects of their lives because Creation is meant to survive if it is able to adapt to change. 

The need for change

The first step is acknowledging the need for change. When we resist the signs of the times, we leave ourselves vulnerable to the changes that will inevitably take place. We are left coping with situations rather than acknowledging the inevitable and working to avoid the dire consequences. The climate has changed. Witness the fires, the hurricanes, the drastic changes in the seasonal temperatures. And some still deny and even exacerbate the world calamity. Reflect on the U.S. leaving the Paris Climate Agreement and the deliberate burning of the Amazon forests, the “lungs” of Earth. We are called to care for Creation because we are part of Creation. When we ignore the crisis of climate change and the pandemic, we jeopardize our existence. We can change the trajectory of the pandemic and the change in climate by acknowledging the situation and then taking the steps needed to work through the problems.

Re-thinking who we are

Jesus’ parable of the new wineskins calls us to re-think who we are in this different world. We are challenged to be “new” as a result of the pandemic and the dramatic and sobering realities of climate change. We are called to look at our lives through a different lens. Our sheltering at home gives us the opportunity to reflect. How can we adapt to where we are now? Jesus’ message is to live in our world imbued with sharing love, mercy and justice to everyone. How are we living this now? Will we insist on putting new wine into old wineskins that cannot accommodate the new wine? The pandemic and climate change have altered, changed and turned around our lives. Our new reality cannot fit into our former modes of living. Just as my beautiful tree had to accommodate the cables to survive and thrive, so we must transform ourselves to live fully.

We have the ability, because of the grace of God, to bring a fresh perspective to our world. Let us use this time of isolating to open ourselves to accepting the transformation that is taking place. We will need to grow in different ways to maintain our integrity. My tree witnesses to the truth of survival and transformation. The tree reveals the power to adapt to new realities. May our personal transformations alter our world to grow and thrive in a new reality.

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Sister Sue Paweski

Sister Sue Paweski

Sister Sue has been a Sister of Providence since 1998. She currently serves in pastoral ministry at St Catherine of Siena-St Lucy, St Giles Parish in Oak Park, Illinois. Prior to that, she ministered as Co-director of the Providence Associate relationship with the Sisters of Providence.

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  1. Avatar Cathy Keller on December 11, 2020 at 9:04 am

    What challenging reflection. Your words, “My tree witnesses to the truth of survival and transformation,” encourages me in these times when I feel stifled and want the past back. I need to accept today and be glad if it. Thank you!!!

  2. Avatar Eileen Horan, PA on December 11, 2020 at 2:12 pm

    Thank you for this beautiful reflection, Sister Sue. We do yearn for the old days—pre-pandemic, but it’s true that we can’t go back to our same ways. We know more now and this knowledge will hopefully make us better people going forward, better citizens of our earth. God bless us all in our efforts to continue to grow and adapt like your tree.

  3. Avatar Brad Crites on December 11, 2020 at 9:03 pm

    Beautiful, insightful story that I think just about all of us can relate to, S. Sue. Thank you for sharing your “heart” – the encouraging story and the shape I saw at in the tree photo on first glance.

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